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2009年5月30日星期六

Whn i got my bio rsult..

i decided to drop bio..

i tot tis is my own decision..

no one will care bout it..

at least he* will nt care


Erm..

1st time thnk bout my dream, my future so clearly..

maybe its a wrong choice to take triple sci..

although i was forced by **..

but i nvr feel regretful


Few days ago..

changed my personal msg on msn..

and online chatted wif wei jie..

he asked me not to drop bio..

lol..

ly-en, yee jia and ivanka said tat to me:

"although i dun wana u drop..

for ur future.. u decide by urself.."

siya,mt,yaqing,menglu..

they all said the similar thng..

sms wif hy..

he oso said dun drop bio, dun give up so fast on certain subject..

and he said he can help me on bio..

really gt touched..

i told fuyao bout my thoughts..

she supported me to drop bio

coz i really did too bad..

oso true wat..


Yesterday..

passed up the letter bout droping bio..

jux nw chatted wif **..

he said he encouraged me to take bio,

asked me not to give up bio..

and hope me to find my own method and my future..

and asked my result and so on..

tis is the 1st we chatted for so long since the rumor spread out..

he said he will help me whn i face difficulties..

thx lor^^

it let me thnk of all the past wif him whn we were still frenz..

it let me rmb tat he asked me appeal..

i gt touched..

but tis time.. sorry..

i will still drop bio..


All my frenz..

thx for everythng..

this is my own choice..

nt coz of anyone..

jux like wat i said..

drop bio means spend more time on eng..

Recently..
2009年5月29日星期五

Monday..

gt tuition at 530pm..

the tutor is my landlord's relative..

she is studying in university currently..

i wish can help me improve my english..


Tuesday..

Nothng fun..

skip CCA as usual..

Quite lazy to go 4 CCA for no reason..

in the evening

chatted wif ly-en

was planning to go out wif her n yee jia nxt thur..

excited^^


Wednesday..

forgot where i went after skool..

chatted wif hy in the evening..

hy is quite free i thnk..

coz always online these days..

thn everytime i asked him wat he was doing

either he was doing some reading stuff

or he was doing nothng..

LoL


Yesterday..

Last day of skool tis term..

one period of ss.. did corrections for sbq..

hy was punished by mrs wong..

mrs wong asked him to change seat..

and he was changed to nxt to mengtong..

tats fate lol^^

thn he looked at mengtong for the whole period.. haha

4gt hu was punished my mrs wong oso..

tis person was asked to stand outside the window

he kept doing funny faces..

mrs wong asked him to move to the other side

but hy tot mrs wong asked him to move

thn hy moved..

hahah!!


(...skip 4 the part b4 EL in the classroom..)


double period of EL.. went to computer lab..

did the asknlearn..

thn pe.. ran 2 rounds, lazy to run the 3rd round

chatted wif yee jia, ly-en n ivanka n watched them playing basketball..


bio.. mrs chow nvr cme..

did ws..

after finished..

ly-en played wif yee jia's stamp..

and kept chocking on ppl's hands n arms..

lol..

weijie n matt snatched the stamp from ly-en

and chocked on zhun siong's books and calculator..

haha

last two period(one period of math and one period of physics)

we did homeroom cleaning..

after we have done

we played true for dare..

hy said y nt played DARE only..

good idea!!

a really fun moment..

lol..


2dae..

ptc..

went to skool and gt the result slip wif my guardian..

super bad done..

my mum said will beat me whn i go back..

scared sia..

i decided to drop bio ald..

my guardian has ald written the letter and i passed it up to mr tay..

nid to spend more time on eng..

He* oso quite bad done..

even worse than me..

Haiz..

hw cme??

english better than me still fail..

hw cme???

wish him* n

all my frenz(include u 4) do a better job for SA2!!

JiaYou!!!

To "bEn" family members..
2009年5月24日星期日

Tagboard上的那个人说的对。。

我做什么事都是“我以为。。”，“我以为。。”的

如果真的是这样

让你们觉得难和我相处

是这样吗？

对不起！！对不起！！对不起！！对不起！！对不起！！

也许再多的对不起也挽不回我们之间从前的那份友谊了

也许再多的对不起也没有用了

可是，

你们知道吗？

我真的不想失去你们4个

对于我来说就像亲姐妹一样的朋友

我不敢想象没有了你们的日子会是怎么样的？

不要不理我

不要疏远我

不要让我孤单一个人，好不好？

我知道自己不能给你们什么

我知道自己不能帮助你们什么

可是我总是不断的要你们帮我做什么

是我错了

我知道我做错了

原谅我

再次对你们说声：对不起！！对不起！！

To "ben" family members..
2009年5月21日星期四

I dunoe y..

suddenly i felt tat

i am the outsider of u 4..

i m the extra of u 4..

I noe..

maybe sometimes i m too selfish

maybe sometimes i m too 任性..

sorry!!

i kept asking myself: did i do sth wrong?

did u noe tat?

everythng u 4 are planning i m the last one to noe it..

everythng u r planning seems like dun wana me noe..

our friendship really so bland meh?

no, rite?

whn i heard sth frm other ppl bout u 4 which u 4 nvr tell me..

u noe tis feeling is vry wierld?

I felt u 4 are so far frm me n nvr have tis feeling b4..

Sometimes i really wana find someone to talk to..

look thru my contact..

i wana sms one of u 4..

but whn i thnk of ur sudden change tis few days..

i clear all the thngs i jux typed..



“别人不理你没关系，你还有我们啊，我们不会不理你的。”

sri, did u rmb u have said tis to me?

“你放心，我们本家的人永远在你的身边的。”

ros, did u rmb u have rite tis on my class book?

Everythng happened btwn us i rmb clearly..

but..

our distance y bcme far n far?

i feel so lonely nw!!


Cn give me an answer whn u 4 saw tis post?

Maybe, i thnk too much..

Anyway..

i want to say..

ros,sri,xinting n shee hwee..

u 4 r my best frenz 4eva

烦！！
2009年5月19日星期二

Urh....

nt in the mood``

result are all come out..

done very badly..

the worst ever!!

shit lah..

jux nw my mum scolded me again..

my mum n dad..

n all my relatives say very disappointed on me..

i noe i didnt do well..

i felt myself very useless..

spent so mny time on bio n hist..

still get so few marks..

I WANT TO DROP BIO!!

seriously..


---To: someone*---

wat u means by "dont remind me"

u thnk hu u r arh..

我的好心提醒被你当成什么？。。

呵~

原来我一直是别人眼中的傻瓜

Yah..

i m totally an idiot..

do u call me n you still "frenz"?

Frenz mean nothng, rite?

为什么人人都要和我作对？

为什么我在乎的人一个个都这么对我？

walao!!

u oso said tat i did nothng wrong..

i cn feel tat u bcme cold to me ald, is it?

Fortunately..

i jux treat u as my best frend..

Fortunately..

i dun like you..

otherwise..

i will gt hurt again..

but y?

i feel disappointed on u and wana cry..

what happened to myself??

y i so care bout what u feel??

烦！！！

recently..
2009年5月17日星期日

Exams are over!!

Thur..

Bio paper..

omg``

i die again!!

MCQ was okay.. but paper 2 i even dunoe wat to write!!

confirm fail it..

i wana drop bio, coz i lose my confidence leh..

but i wana take bio for no reason, even if i dun like bio..


Fri..

Maths quiz..

nt so so tough as i thnk one..

After tat..

was still early..

me,sri, xinting n shee hwee went to kbox(clementi one)..

u noe? we planned the kbox thng one year ago like tat

but some ppls are so so busy..(cough+ing)

delay to Fri..

Ros still no time..

we sang for 5.5 hours..

onli me n sri sang..

shee hwee oso sang, but a few songs onli..

thn.. sri's cousin oso came after a while..

we had a lot of fun..

but the second day..

i n sri both sore throat..

nearly lose voice..

T_T


Yesterday was the worst in my life..

me, menglu n menglu's sis were l8 for taekwondo..

we crossed the court as usual n stood outside the court..

whn we wana said "good evening,sir n mam. Permission to join?"
(coz cheif nvr cme 2dae)

a senior said we broke the rule

thn we like blur blur de

"war rule?"

he said cnt cross the court

walao!!

we even dunoe tis rule

thn he asked us to do 100 push-ups

n needed to shout out "one, sir","two, sir"..
(loud n clear)

until we did until 70

he said tats sub-standard n shouting was not loud n clear..

he asked us to do 100 star-jump..

n started from zero..

what the hell?!

unfait man!!

until we did until 55..

i n menglu's sis both felt unwell..

we went to toilet to rest..

i vomitted n felt vry dizzy..

she oso..

menglu oso felt dizzy..

thn we told sir we felt unwell

finally..

he allowed us to go back..

nw, i still feel vry pain

and my leg cramp..

damn it!!


Today..

went to sri's house..

we listened to songs n watched tv..

nw..

i m like doing nothng..

lol

okay..

nothng more to write..

bb

突变
2009年5月13日星期三

原来的默契没了

我还以为他和别人不一样

事实还不过如此

别人的一句玩笑话就可以改变一切

原来的事就好像一场梦

原以为我和他的友谊不会那么淡

原以为他真的不会在意这些

看来还是我太天真

还是我真的一点都不了解他

oh my god~

算了

还是避嫌把``

不要去打扰他了。。

~
2009年5月11日星期一

Finally..

I invited some readers only 2 read my blog..

coz some "stupid" person misunderstood the meaning of my post..

Thn anyhow say sth which is nt true..

n bout my tagboard..

wish tis nvr happened again


Since last Fri..

the "stupid" person anyhow shouted out sth..

Whn i online..

i always see tat he is busy..

how cme??

really so qiao meh?

or he is trying to ask me dun disturb him anymore?

i tot i did sth wrong..

but i didnt!!!


Yesterday n fri evening

actually should be early in the morning 2dae n sat..

chatted wif hy..

talked bout mt..

n he told me wat happened on fri afternoon..

n he said he gonna ask mt out after exam..

hahaha

good for him lor..


nw i m too lazy to study leh

but feel super stressed n nervous

2mr is amath paper..

omg

confirm it will be a very very tough one..


oic..

tats all wat i wana type..

bye~

T_T
2009年5月7日星期四

I gonna cry leh..

yesterday onli studied 4 less thn 1 hour on physics..

2dae physics MYE..

I tot it is nt tough..

but it is so so............so so difficult..

Anyhow write the answer..

My physics..

die liao..

1st time feel like gonna fail it!!!

I feel myself so useless like tat...


ss is easy..

chem is kind of difficult, but nt so bad done compare wif my physics lor..

emath is simple, but nt as simple as i tot..

EL P1 n CL P1..

hm..

CL P1.. i dun thnk cn gt high score..

coz i chose wrong questions..

EL P1.. even dunoe the format of the news..

anyhow write it..


Totally die 4 the mid year!!!


Tmr ELP2..

Confirm die liao..(dunoe die hw mny times ald)

wish me dun fail so badly ba..


One more thing..

y i am always so impatient???

the person impatient is me..

keep misunderstanding n keep sending stupid sms to ppl..

keep disturbing ppl..

whn i cn bcme patient???

SORRY!!! SORRY!!! SORRY!!!.........SORRY!!!


In the end..

Good luck to all of u!!!



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